Yesterday was such a long and painful day to all of us. My dad had to do a surgery on his elbow to fix a compacted nerve, as the doctor said, and decompresses it so the blood will run smoothly. I didn't want to get out of the hospital even though I really hated being there for some reason. But anyway, I stayed all day long with my family there. The surgery went fine, thanks to God first and for most, and for the kind doctor who kept assuring us that it will be alright and that it's a normal surgery… After the operation, dad was sleeping because of the drug they gave him before. He had difficulty breathing when he woke up... I felt so heavy inside. I felt like we'll loose him... but he managed to breathe normally again. *al7mdllah.
My father is a smoker too. That's why he had trouble breathing, according to the nurse. I just wish I could persuade him to stop but I really don't know how.
Besides, I was very ill too... It was so stressful. I would keep coughing and throwing up every once in a while for no reason. Maybe it's because I'm not used to seeing my dad like this. Or maybe because I'm not used to being in hospitals... I don't know. Mom told me to go home and get some rest because I really needed it too. So, I got back home at
He's finally home again… Safe and sound.
Can't imagine how my life would be without him…
I love you dad...
Here we go;
-Last book you read: Digital Fortress, Dan Brown. I haven't finished it yet. There are a lot of chapters in this book and yet I am really taking my time on it.
-Last phone number you called: My oldest sister's.
-Last show you watched on TV: It's a very old gulf series called Droob Al-shak on
-Last thing you had to drink: A cup of tea and milk mixed with Nescafe.
-Last thing you ate: Cheese Sandwich with honey, to be honest.
-Last time you cried: Yesterday night...
-Last time you smiled: Today when I was talking with my sister.
-Last person you hugged: I rather not say, sorry.
-Last person you talked to on the phone: Isn't the question repeated? lol. Again, my old sister.
-Last thing you smelled: my brother smoking. :/
-Last CD that you bought: It's been along time since I bought a CD, I always download the songs I like using Mp3search.. But I do remember the last CD I bought, which was Voyageur-Enigma!
-Last song you sang: Right here waiting - Richard Marx. I'm sure ya'll know it! :)
-Last thing you laughed at: Well I try to laugh everyday. But something that made me burst laughing was a bit old movie I saw with my family about two weeks ago (as I recall) – The movie's name is "Harold & Kumar Go to
-What's in your cd player: Mp3 songs. ^.^
-What time did you wake up today: Five something in the morning. I had nothing to do but I just woke up.
-Current favorite article of clothing: n/a.
-Favorite place to be: Even though the weather is really hot in
-Least favorite place: In my brother's car where he'll be driving all day and I will just sit and talk with him. It's a good thing to spend time with your brother, but for some strange reason, I always end up with a feeling that another day of my life was just wasted. I just don't understand how come he never gets bored of driving!
-Do you believe in an afterlife? Of course.
-In Heaven or Hell: Sure.
-How tall are you: I'm tall enough. :)
-Current favorite word: Regret. Well, not exactly my favorite, but it's the first word that popped in my head.
-Favorite Book: Answered in the previous tag.
-Random lyric: It's for an Arabic song, it goes..
ya sa'3r al far7 fee glby, o ya kbr al alam o al aah....
t'3arb fee zmn ha alnas, o zawad thlmohom blwah.
le anno mo5talef 3nhom.. t'3arb mn 6bay3hom... etc // for Hussin Aljasmi
-If I could be doing anything right now, I would be: playing with PainterIX.
-Are you a daredevil? Maybe, I don't know.
-Have you ever told a secret you swore you'd never tell? ahh.. Yes. But I told the person who told me the secret that I did reveal it to someone else.
-Do looks matter? To me, no. To almost everyone else in my country, yes!
-How do you release your anger? I don't get angry easily, al7mdllah. But when something really stresses me I just stay away from it. Always stay away from the source.
-My second home is: my imaginations, which some of you might find quite silly... but it's true!
-One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: lying to someone very close, to save the relation, but with that doing, I have only made it worse. It's a tough lesson I learned. Never lie... whether it's white or black... never ever lie!
-All you need is:
Physically: a slap! A very hard one... so I can wake up from what I'm now.
Spiritually: God's help and blessings.
-Something I want but I don't really need is: most probably money.
-Something I need but I don't really want is: hmm..I need to understand this question though I don't really want to! LoL ^.^
-drink? Water if possible. (nashaft reejy ya5y hehe)
-have a boyfriend/girlfriend? No I don't, yet I'm taken.
-have a dream that keeps coming back? Yeah. But it's… well... I don't know how to explain it.
-believe there is life on other planets? Deep within, no I don't believe so.
-read the newspaper? Not yet.
-consider yourself tolerant of others? Yes, and very kind as well! al7mdllah. :)
Tagging: Najah, Nabhan. The rest of the list are already tagged. Anyway I hope they don't fail me and answer the above questions =)
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Hey!
I just wonder why everyone blog him/herself. I know its kind of a personal question that maybe I shouldn't ask, but it would really be wonderful and appreciated if everyone can share with me his/her reasons.
For me, I started blogging because I was so desperate to talk to anyone. There really was no one beside me to listen. I visited a couple of healthy websites that would give tips about how to overcome depression and sorrow.... and they said it's really healthy and good to write everything you feel down. [Ya I was that desperate! :'( ] They recommended blogging as a way to start and I followed up. Next thing I know is that I'm in the blogger community. I'm still blogging because i'm not over this circle of sorrow, yet. But I'm really starting to believe that it helps to write.
Beside that, I think the positive side about blogging is that it gets you to know other people too. How they feel, and how they interpret their lives on their own words. This is very very interesting on its own.
Okay enough about me, how about you guys? Care to share?
Cast your votes please! Thanks in advance ^.^
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I'm finally done with the template!
I hope you like it people! ^.^
I had a lot of free time the past few days so I decided to play with my template code a bit. I wanted something simple, which is what all this is about.
Got a new shoutbox ! Feel free to shout all you want there. And my neocounter is back as well. (it sux though cause it's not free :0)
And finally, I added a couple more of my favorite blogger links. I still have a lot to add though, but am seriously tired. I'll do it some other time inshalla.
Have fun!
Hi all,
Something just stroke me today when I was playing the game Generals Command & Conquer: Zero Hour. You might find this somewhat childish, but I really learned a life lesson from it. It's a bit intricate for me to clarify. So read over only if you're interested =)
In this game, there is a
Alright so what's the moral of that?
0. Life is a war!
1. Consider the
2. The defense of the enemy (be it tanks, missile launchers, king Raptors or whatever) is the struggles we face on our daily living.
As a rule, every one of us has at least one aim in his/her life to long for. We set this target and we fight as hard as we can to attain it. We study, we work… etc... And this is to make sure that we reach the target. But on our way there, we frequently face many struggles, and some of us unluckily fall! I fell many times as well and I admit that. But here is the thing; I am going to be an '
In short, we just have to believe we're like an
-- Aurora in flight ;)
Enigma
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Nabhan got me tagged to answer the following questions:
1. How much money is in your wallet right now?
2.How much money would you need in the bank to feel secure? Rich?
3.If someone gave you 100 rials, no strings attached, what would you do with it?
4.If someone gave you 1 Million rials, no strings attached, what would you do with it?
5.How much does something have to cost before it starts counting as "real" money, as a purchase to be considered and evaluated, but below which you'll buy without really thinking about it?
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There you go pal:
1. That would be 468 QR exact.
2. Money that would ensure me a living for one year would someway make me feel a bit safe. And for the second component of the question, I'd say it's not with how much funds I have that would make me feels rich.
3. I'll turn it back asking that person to please grant it to someone who needs it more than I do.
4. It would depend on who's going to offer me all that money.
5. I two say that it depends on the thing I'm buying. I don't squander my money on things that are over-priced yet not worthwhile. If I really have to pick a number though, I'd say 50QR.
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Anyway, as we're on the subject of money, I'd like to formally declare that I hate it so much. Money is all what most people think about receiving in this life. I find this a pretty lame and retarded goal. I see eye to eye with the one who said that money can't buy happiness; for the reason that... I experienced it myself. If you're unhappy from within, riches won't do you anything much to help!
The next reason for me to hate it is because people are treating each other differently because of it. You'll see assorted categories in our society that are considered distinct from each other mainly because of how much wealth they have. The rich is always esteemed, while no one gives a crap about the poor. Excuse me for the expression but why is this happening? We are all humans, sons and daughters of Adam & Eve. Brothers and sisters. Why categorizing? Why some people are VIP and some are not? Can't we all be just treated equally? Or is this just so far from reality?
Third reason is greed. People get really greedy sometimes that they'd kill other people to take their money from them. This is actually happening in our society! It's not something I watched on TV. In addition, think about the current wars from a universal broad. The main reason I believe for all of these wars is the greed flaming out from country leaders.
Nothing more, nothing less;
Just money, wealth, and great amount of funds in their accounts.
That's all they want!
For God's sake money is just a stupid paper!
Why fighting for it? Life demands?
Hack with them if they're going to make humans monsters.
Some people also think that money equals success. This is so not true. To be successful in life doesn't mean having great chunk of money; rather, I believe achieving your goals is what makes you be one. However, If the goal is just to make money, then I'm sorry to say that you are really not living your life very well. Some might argue that they have to make money first to achieve their goals, Yes, I agree. But my point here is that 'making money' shouldn't be your main objective in this life.
With all that said, I think I made myself care enough.
LoL, okay sorry to be a bit serious about this subject.
Everyone smile please.
Life isn't worth it,
money isn't worth it,
and surely my post isn't worth your being sad/upset.
Cheers,
Enigma
It's been sometime I haven't opened my Cinema4d.
The good news is, today I did! Haven't made any serious modelling though. Just an abstract which strangely, I have somehow related myself to it in the end. It's basically a simple piece. Called it Vibrant.Sense. Each color I used here symbolize something to me, but.. well, I won't bore you with such details. :P
I leave you to view it (click to enlarge);
Enjoy! Your opinions are always appreciated peeps. So please be generous and give me your feedback. Thanks in advance. =)
/enigma
