A childhood that did not everlast.

It was the beginning of the show
Yet a misery to be blast.
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There was once ... a past
Where I could not bare
The carlessness they share.
The envy they hold when they stare.
The things I faced and saw
The tears I had to shed, it was sincerely unfair.
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There was once ... a past
Where I could not see the light
Everything was just not right.
Yet in the vains, love still flow
Like a dove hugging me so tight.
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There was once ... a past
With no one real best friend
And every relation has got to just end.
I Give, They take, then throw
That's where I just could not really blend.
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There was once ... a past
For which I somehow thought I'm ill.
But I held my self up still.
Waiting for a thrill..
Happiness did not once glow
It was indeed an inevitable spell.
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There was once a past
Where I lost my queen
I felt I'm in a desert; nothing green
Nothing to touch, no one to be seen


It killed me too slow
And I was only a teen
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There was once a past
When I played piano and flute
They healed me from the root
And like a system, I had to reboot.
I finally had the chance to grow..
To kick some butts and actually shoot.
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There was once a past
Where I could finally see the ray
The white flowers that made me stay
It was indeed a great day

The memories did not want to go
It was a bright pathway, yet still gray.
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There was once a past
When I finally had the luck
And the time stopped saying tick-tuck.
I did not anymore actually suck

It was nearly the end of the show.
My life pathways just needed a truck.
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There is now... a future
Life that is new
Above the purple skies is the view

Pure hearts like white snow
It is like heaven where there is only...Few.......

Enigma__^